What If.

What would you feel if you are being hate and despise by your own parents? Especially your father whom you dedicate all the hard works and achievements you have done? What would you feel if your father told you that he does not trust you anymore? What if he said this to you, 'you are no help at all'?

What would you feel if your parents loathe you so much that it hurts? What if they thought you're always the culprit of everything, that you are not a good daughter and sister? What if they thought you always bring troubles that even your grandparents feel the same way? What would you exactly feel if they glare at you with pairs of anguish cold eyes?

What if you cannot bring back the trust and care and the love of your father and mother, siblings, friends, and all the people around you? What if the next time you need their accompany, attention and help, but they act as if they aren't there, as if they are not hearing you every time you call their names?

What if you want to express yourself and feelings but could not because no one would care to listen?

What if you want them to understand but they could not? What if you crave for their love and attention, but you feel like you are not worthy to receive it? What would you feel if everyone around you seems so very distant? What will you do if people keep hurting you, not physically but emotionally? How can you survive if they act foolishly and pretentiously in front of you? How far will you stand if they continue pretending they care about you though the fact is that, they were just doing it because they think it is the right thing to do – not because they actually care?

What would you feel?